So, it's been 5 days and nothing has changed besides my room being clean for more than a day! Okay, I'm exaggerating but it's really hard keeping my room clean. It take seconds to mess up my room but takes ages just to clean it up. =__=
Good start to the year was going swimming at Terry cherry berry's house! It was awesome. I haven't swam in so long and it was a perfect day with perfect weather and perfect group of friends to spend the day. The year was looking bright until I started continuing on being lazy. I have no motivation to do anything. I just sit in front of the computer watching Korean dramas. Last night I slept at 5 watching a Korean drama called Cinderella's sister... I need someone to slap me! Or just force me to do something and I'll do it. I'll listen to someone else but not myself =___= Need some self discipline. I'm gonna try my best to change because I need to do this for my well-being. I'm gonna start with my New Year Resolutions.
Lose Weight
Honestly I don't eat a lot of bad food. I just don't do enough exercise in comparison to my food intake but I don't eat a lot of food either, I don't know how that works. I've been at a constant weight for a while now. I just need to hit the gym a lot more because food really isn't a battle. I just gotta eat at proper times. I love food but I just gotta love exercising more. I'm even gonna take hip hop classes. I love dancing and it's a great way to exercise. So I'm excited to start.
First step: Lose 5 kilos before the 1st Feb that's in less than a month. It's because I'm going to Melbourne haha I guess I'll be eating what Melbourne has to offer :P
Second step: Lose another 5 kilos until march, because I'm going to future music and I wanna maybe get put on someone's shoulders without thinking I'll squash them HAHA
Take better care of my body.
This is mainly aimed at my skin =____= I don't have bad acne but if I wanna stay clear of it. I gotsta do it!
Continue my hairdressing apprentice and become a qualified hairdresser.
I really don't want to give up on this. I mean, my passion for it decreased but I really hope to finish it and then so many doors can open up for me. I just gotta find a place that'll take me in, treat me well and teach me well. Worst case scenario, I'll move to another city to pursue my career in hairdressing.
Socialise more.
I don't know why, but I always wait for someone to organise something with me. I guess it's something to do with my laziness. I'm outgoing only when I'm asked to go out. I don't want to do things alone or go anywhere alone. Or even get rejected if I ask them, so I wait for them to ask me. Stupid, I know. I think I even only started shopping by myself this year. o__O ...I got some issues and I know it.
Sleep better
...damn Korean dramas
Get back into the artistic self I was before.
So this includes using my camera and start playing around with Photoshop again. Drawing/graffiti work
Get into beauty/fashion like I always think of doing.
I always read make up and fashion blogs. I always buy make-up. I always watch hair and make-up tutorials. I'm always in the audience, I should be on stage.
...This is all I can think of atm hahah It's a lot but it just shows I need to work on my future and anything that has to do with myself. Please give me courage, determination and luck. :) I hope this year will be different and I hope I can succeed this time around. FIGHTING~!
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