It's New Years Eve at 2:00am. I can't sleep because my mind has been overworking for the past week. Wait, come to think of it...I don't even know what I think about. So many things happened to me that made it all turn into nothing in my mind. This year is the worst year of my life by far. We all have our ups and down but I've been going down down down. Heartbreak and heartache, one after the other, I got smashed. This year has given me a good beating. I wonder what bad things I did in another life to deserve this. There were probably happy moment but the bad is so overwhelming I don't remember being happy this whole year. =___=
This year I learnt it's all about family. Treasure your loved ones because they're the ones who will stick by your side through thick and thin. You'll never know when you'll never see one of them ever again... I love my family even more after everything that we've been through and I'm going to do my best to make them proud and never have to worry about me.
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The new year is here. A fresh start. A new beginning. The time to redeem ourselves for all the failures and bad choices we made in the previous year. It's time to do the things we didn't end up doing. Do whatever it takes to be a better person and to make our lives and all the people we love safer and filled with much more happiness and laughter. The finish line is near but a new race starts straight away so live your life like a turtle; slow and steady always wins the race. Enjoy the happy days while it last because they will be most treasured memories that will stay with you forever. I hope everyone has a very happy new year and love with all your heart, live like it's your very last day and laugh until you can't can't laugh any longer.
2012, I'm not ready for you but come at me anyway.
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